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| Friday |
| 12.05.03 (10:24 am) [edit] |
:roll: Yep Friday is here. I sit and contemplate the blogs I have been reading. It is wonderful seeing the many different people in the world. I try to treasure all of them though some seem filled with hate. I can imagine how easy it is to fall down a path of hate. Easier to hate then to face yourself. That is one thing I have learned. Often an emotion I have been feeling about someone or something is often a reflection on myself.
But lets not go down that path today. It is Friday the end of the work week for many people. A day to let some steam off. The business I am in is 7 days a week but today does feel like a friday for me so Yippee!
I know I am rambling but I have promised myself to write what I am feeling be it stupid or smart or weird. This blog is about me learning who I am again. Getting in touch with me. I have gone through the motions for way to many years. I closed myself off and that is never a good thing.
My husband as aggrevated as I get with him sees this in me and well he knows me better then anyone. I will tell him what I think is some great revelation about myself and he just looks and me and states he has always known that about me why am I so hung up on it. I hope he doesn't know all my thoughts! LOL :o
OK OK... topic here is me getting back in touch with me. Learning what makes me tick and what motivates me and to quite taking the path of not having an opinion.
Another thing is to make a few friends along the way that accept me in all my confusion.
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| tortured souls |
| 12.04.03 (8:38 pm) [edit] |
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The tortured souls that live their lives day in and day out. Some are remembered. Many are not. They make a difference on how we see the world. It seems that they are so hopeless yet they touch many lives and give others reason to take another breathe and move on into their next moment. You see them but a moment and you feel their anguish and it is enough to know for a moment. Pain, desire, despair, hope. They did not live in vain. Those tortured souls lived for you. In the grace we are given as humans we must honor them. We must acknowledge them. For not to is the worst thing we could do.
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| Who Am I? |
| 12.04.03 (5:36 pm) [edit] |
I am a dream that can't wake up. Trying to follow my heart. Not suceeding only dreaming. Living in this world doing what I should, never crossing any lines only breathing. :shock:
This is how I feel inside but on the outside, I show that normal face that everyone expects. How did I come to this place. I ask myself and wonder if I can move forward to where I really want to be. Can I blend the needs inside with the out? Can I show my real face and still be. Will I loose those close to me and never see them again. I fear it may be.
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